Peace Talks

I wasn’t sure what sort of image I wanted to use for this post, but when I saw this one, it was an immediate “Yes, that’s the one!” It made me laugh. “Talking around the water cooler” comes to my mind. Photo credit goes to pixabay user aitoff.

To be honest, I’ve been struggling to feel peaceful. Have you ever felt as if you were in more than one battle? If you imagine a movie scene where the hero is standing there taking on a mob that’s coming at him from every direction, you’ll have an accurate visual of where my head has been.

It’s difficult to soldier through those thoughts and emotions on your own. Add to that mix empathy for those who are fighting their own battles, and it can become overwhelming. So I’ve been striving for peace.


For more than one reason, I’ve been feeling very alienated. I was doing everything that brings us the peace of God: reading my Bible, praying, pouring out my heart in poetry, listening to music and gleaning comfort from other Christian bloggers posts, but I haven’t been sharing my troubles. I need those “peace talks.” However, there are things that you don’t want to share publicly. You need close friends who know you and love you to share those burdens with–someone that you can trust. In my desperation to unload, I finally caved and emailed a friend who I haven’t conversed with in 5 months. It’s complicated (or at least it was.) Our friendship had lost that peacefulness.

I had some reservations about sending out this email. Nevertheless, it turned out to be a good thing. The response I recieved allayed my fears that I might be opening up a can of worms instead of finding some peace. In fact, those “peace talks” have thankfully begun.

This was so comforting that it brought me to tears, but when he seemed so different, and he wrote that he felt that a miracle had happened, it brought me to tears for a whole different reason; I didn’t want new and improved. I wanted the friend I remembered (How messed up is that? Especially since I was praying for change!) Now I was positive that I’d hit my melting point as I started crying over something I should have been rejoicing.

My friends response? “My challenges will come out in due time, don’t worry. LOL. None of us likes change. I’ve learned especially as I’ve gotten older that I like change less and less.” This was so worth quoting. I missed that. It made me smile.

Why did I so desperately need to email this particular friend? Likely because I’ve known him for so many years. I knew that he would ackowledge me, pray for me, and share anything that would be helpful if necessary. More than this we already had an established friendship. He knows me. We aren’t strangers.

I realized something: Sharing our burdens isn’t about fixing the problems. (That’s God’s domain.) It’s about caring for one another. It’s about fellowship, friendship and family. It creates those strong lasting bonds. Yes, sometimes separation between friends is necessary for a time, but people do change with God’s help. I’m a sentimental and fickle human being, so that change in my friend caught me off gaurd and brought me to tears in the wrong way. In my need for comfort I was looking for old and familiar, but God wants to make things new, and so He does.

At heart I’m thrilled that God did a new thing in my friends life. This is what I want. The only old and familiar that we need is what we find in a God who Himself never changes. We, however, must be changed.

“Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”

Isaiah 43:19

Here’s a wonderful little poem that another dear friend of mine wrote. Close, long standing relationships are precious and so necessary. We weren’t meant to be an island. Don’t let them slip away so easy.


Life can be like a road trip
You see many new things
But stop, enjoy, or away they may slip
people in our lives are much like landmarks you see
If you go too fast they fade into the past
and you will miss the beauty they bring. ❤

Ronda T. ❤

17 thoughts on “Peace Talks

  1. Well, I am in awe of this post. It resonates with me in so many ways. The funny thing is I am aware that God uses this platform and other situations, to speak to people in a unique and personal way. When I saw this photo, I was immediately drawn to it. Thank you for sharing such a relatable post. Jesus is working through you in ways no one even knows and it’s beautiful to witness such situations. Blessings!

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  2. Hi Tina, I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been feeling so fragile. I do know what you mean about being unable to feel any peace, especially inside your head. I wrote a post about it recently called ‘Mental Illness – a Prayer’. I know your situation is probably down to upset emotions and circumstances; unfortunately I have mental health issues that raise their ugly heads now and again.
    Although you say you wanted the old and familiar and that there is a change in your friend, I wonder if it’s the beginning of you both relating to each other in a new way. It sounds like he’s a good and caring friend and it may be that it’s just getting used to that change.
    It’s not nice to be feeling fragile and, I agree, it definitely helps to share our burdens, especially when we have a good friend who will listen. I hope things settle down for you soon.
    I love the picture and the poem!


    1. Yes, I definitely see us relating to each other in a new way. I always either panic or get depressed at the thought of change, but I do adapt pretty quickly. The Lord gives me so much help. I’m in great hands. Thanks so much for your words, and your care. ❤


      1. I know what you mean about that panicky feeling, the cold feeling in the pit of the stomach. Change upsets our state of security for a while, but you’re right … we’re in good hands.

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  3. Tina, I’m excited for you as God does a new thing in your life. I don’t like change either, but have lived–and grown–through a number of them. Each one was good for me and did bring blessings I would not have experienced otherwise. I’m confident it will be the same for you–that’s how God works! P.S. Thank you for becoming a follower of my blog, From the Inside Out. I pray you’ll find the posts meaningful whenever you’re able to visit!


    1. Thanks, Nancy! My emotions are so mixed. Change is challenging, but I so agree that blessings come out of that change. I look forward to seeing what God has laid on your heart to share!


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